Holidays?!

haizzz.............the semester holiday had started..........i think there are many pupils will very happy and un-stress.........without any sadness........but for me......i don know why......this is the first time that i said this holiday is terrible...........in this holiday, i felt unmood, stressful, sadness, bored and sometimes i felt drowsy too..........=.=!!!!! this holiday just went on four days only.......hope the holiday will not gone so fast , i don't wan so fast test and study.........beside that, i wan to go to travel.......it is very bored here..................haizzzzz..........i think i will been mad and insane if i can't relax and calm down ...................................the strength of the stress of study, project, test.....is very strong ........I wan to relax.......pls...pls...pls.....i wan to relax.......so on, i hope myself can grow quickly........just hope i can be twenty more years old.......then i can work within my ambition...........and no need be stressful.......but don know why when i asked some adults of their feelings......they just said study is better than work.......in my opinion.....i don think so .....i think work is better than study............